In Tune with His Plan!

Since I was 12 I felt a calling...

Little did I know that calling was going to change my life entirely.

It caused me to make different decisions then my peers, 

friends and even family. 

It drew me away from things and drew me closer to others.  

Gave me joy 

Gave me tears

Sent me 1100 miles away from home to go to Bible College. 

Now this calling 

is make me feel out of place. 

But not in a bad way....I suppose. 

I sometimes feel alone. 

Living off campus I get left out of a lot, 

and don't really know what is going on.

I also work a lot so I just don't have much time and when I do I like to spend it alone.

It's been on my heart though lately. 

It's kinda of a hard time for me. 

Being alone. 

But I was told the other day why I was dealing with this. 

A teacher and I got to talking and he said did you ever think that possibly the reason you are going through this period of aloneness, is to get a better relationship with God. You have a special calling in your life and God is going to have to work a little longer on you to get to that place where he needs you. 

Funny thing about this is I just had this conversation with my friend pretty much suggesting the same thing. 

God confirmed it. 

You know just when you think that you must be crazy. He sends someone along to let you know you are right on track with His plan. 

I feel really in tune with Him lately. This and then Wednesday...

 I had $13 to my name and no gas in my car, but it really wasn't to my name because it was God's. I argued with him all the way to church about just keeping $3 for gas so I could get to school Thursday, but he won that argument and I gave it all to him. I then got a text message from my teacher saying there was no class thursday. So now I can wait till Friday when I get paid to put gas in my car:) Moral of the story pay your tithes people because God is good and He never leaves the righteous forsaken or seed begging for bread!

Feels good to know I'm doing something right.