I always pray God's perfect will in my life.
Lord do what you want with me.
Let it not be about me, but about you.
And I always seem to know what God's will is.
What it is He wants me to do.
And I always put Him first in my life. Always!
But I don't know that I've ever been more uncertain.
I mean I've doubted His will.
But I always known what His will was.
Even if it seemed impossible to reach.
But right now I'm not even sure I know what His will is.
I don't really feel like going into detail, but basically I had the money for school then my car broke down...
It seems as though all the doors for Gateway are shutting.
I was so certain this is where God wanted me, but now I'm not so sure.
And if it's not, then what is?
Do I continue my education. Do I stay in Belleville. Or do I go elsewhere.
On top of all this I have other stresses with my family and a friend that I won't get into, but lets just say it's not good. Hopefully one day it will be a testimony, but right now I'm stressing.
Oddly though I'm so happy.
I have no idea what I'm doing with my life, but I'm happy nevertheless!
Kinda nervous because I'm usually a more planned person,
But I'm so happy it's ridiculous.
The Lord has worked some crazy miracles in my life.
Answered some prayers.
Has given me hope.
See what had happened was ..... hahaha
When I was 12 I met this guy.
He liked my froggy slippers.
Saw him again when I was 14.
And never stopped liking him ever since.
About 3 years ago he backslide.
Got mixed up in some pretty bad stuff, but I never stopped praying.
And I know many others did too.
I also never stopped loving him.
And I saw him again about 2 weeks ago.
And his life is back on track.
He's back in church.
Better then ever.
An amazing man of God.
Completely Changed.
The LORD is so good!!!!!
Thus why I am so HAPPY:)
Although I'm not sure what I am going to do to next. I'll just wait here patiently....
Waiting to hear from God!!!!
