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Sometimes I Wake Up Unhappy

I JUST GOT MARRIED!  My wedding was beautiful.  Everything I hoped for and more!  And married life has been great.  Better than great! I love my life.  I have an awesome job, A loving family,  And a great church family too!  Really I have nothing to complain about. So why the title of this blog?  Why do sometimes I wake up without a smile?  I'm going to be honest sometimes I wonder "What if" Lets be real...dreams don't always come true. Unfortunately we don't continually live in Disney World.  When I was kid I wanted to grow up and be a doctor and a missionary to Australia. I definitely won't ever be a doctor and the whole being a missionary is looking more and more unlikely as time goes on. I occasionally wonder what my life would be like if I had ... Finished college Waited to get married Stayed in my home town More money  Less fat Ect. Here is the thing God knows ever...