That Crazy Pentecostal Girl

Since I was 12 I felt a calling... Little did I know that calling was going to change my life entirely. It caused me to make different decisions then my peers,  friends and even family.  It drew me away from things and drew me closer to others.   Gave me joy  Gave me tears Sent me 1100 miles away from home to go to Bible College.  Now this calling  is make me feel out of place.  But not in a bad way....I suppose.  I sometimes feel alone.  Living off campus I get left out of a lot,  and don't really know what is going on. I also work a lot so I just don't have much time and when I do I like to spend it alone. It's been on my heart though lately.  It's kinda of a hard time for me.  Being alone.  But I was told the other day why I was dealing with this.  A teacher and I got to talking and he said did you ever think that possibly the reason you are going through this peri...

I have a pet Her name is Pearl Pearl is a ...Tarantula   I know I'm crazy, but discussing my craziness is not the agenda so moving on....     Spiders do this really cool thing called molting. They shed their outer skin because they are growing out of it and need new one. When they shed this skin they are truly a different creature. There skin is brighter and they themselves are more energetic.   Kind of like when we become new creatures in Christ. II Corinthians 5:17 We shed away are old skin and put on new. And when we do, we are new people. Filled with joy and God's light shinning in us.   Another reason Spiders molt is because they are pregnant. Thus she is growing.   I think this is where most people in the church are or need to be.   We have a new coat, a new identity in Christ. And now it's time to give birth.   Before the spider molts it will stop eating, it will drink a ton more tha...

Rihanna knew what she was talking about when she sung  "I want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world"   I'm really sick of guys!   I need three things.... Consistancy, Commitment, and Consideration.   You guys who say I'm beautiful one day then the next day pay no mind to me... I rather you leave me alone. I don't need you And I'm better off without you.   If you like me...tell me If you don't....then stop acting like you do.   I have feelings....and a heart.... and I rather them not be messed with.   I usually don't make post like this, but I needed to let off some steam!   Point is if I'm not everything you want and you don't want to treat me with respect and like the jewel that I am Then lets just be friends and call it day! God has someone special for me ... and chances are you're not him. The Spoken word by P4CM's Janette said it ...