That Crazy Pentecostal Girl

Life is Stressful I'm going non stop all day, every day. Mon: 8-12 school, 12-1:30 work, 1:30-2:20 school, 2:30-3:30 work, 5-7 work Tues: work 12-2 and then my other job 3-11 Wednesday: 6:45-8 work, 8-2 school, 5-7 work, 7-9 church Thursday: 9-3 other job, 5-7 work Friday: 6:45-8 work, 8-12 school, 12-1:30 work, 1:30 - 2:20 school, 3-11 other job Saturday: other job 3-11 Sunday:church When I do I have a social life? I DON'T When do I clean my room? I DON'T When do I sleep? I DON'T!!! Am I stressed? YES!!!! But I know God has a plan, I'm doing this all for him. I think that's really what is getting me down. I putting all this time into making money so I can be here, but I'm not really here...I'm always working:( I've been working on this battered women shelter ministry for a month now. We finally settled things and are started a 4 week session every Tuesday night....I work every Tuesday night:( So, needless to say I'm pretty devastated . Lord, ...

So, I'm about to address the 600lb purple ape in the room that no one likes to talk about! LUST & ADDICTION TO PORNO I have met very few men in my life who have not at one point in time been addicted to pornography. Men are drawn by visuals. It's a proven fact. So, many times when you hear that a man was looking at porno you think nothing of it. That is his human nature. But did you know that 40% percent of the porno watched online is actually viewed by woman. NEWS FLASH {WOMAN DEAL WITH LUST TOO} The difference is we never talk about it becuase one, we figure no other woman deals with, second, it's not common, and third, people are going to think we are crazy. Especially as a christian woman, but fact is, YOU'RE NOT ALONE. We just aren't open about it. I'm one of these woman. Since I can remember I've delt with it. Without going into much detail I just want to show you it's not uncommon. Because I always thought it was. I thought I was some kind ...