That Crazy Pentecostal Girl

I don't know much about love. I loved once....i think! Needless to say Im very bad a determining the difference between love and infatuation! ♥ I was thinking about my birthday, which is on tuesday! I'll finally be 18 ahhhh crazy! Crazy to think I've been alive for this long Crazy to think that i have people on my life who have been with me all 18 years! Crazy to think how much they truly love me! ♥ ♥ LOVE ♥ .... Such a a strong word, yet I use it all the time and people say it to me all the time! And my question is - do they honestly mean it! I'm sure they have good intentions, and they probably do love me, but I wanna talk about a different kind of love! The kind of love only found in this story book! No, not Cinderella! Not Little Bo Peep! Actually no, A good story is found in the book of John, 3rd ch., 16th verse "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." ♥...

"Turning Point" Where do I even start I don't know! In the beginning of summer I was not planning on going to camp at all, but it worked where I really wanted to and was able to, so I packed my bags and went! I was expecting something great, but I couldn't have imagined how great! Every night was just another revelation, blessing and out pouring! Like I was thinking all week how I was going to tell you all about it and now that Im sitting here writing it out, words can't even express the power, and anointing in each service and all throughout the camp! Each night I would start out just doing my thing, praising God, not really feeling anything, but be the end of the night my face was planted in the floor! And its times like that when I know Im in the right place, the right "religion" if i must say, and the right atmosphere that I wish I could be in 24/7!!!!! Its almost like every night and even morning services God pried my heart open and Bro. Collins ( T...

Thats all I want...." More " Conquerers Camp 2010 - God as something big going on! UPCI florida youth district does camp every year for different age groups...this past week was 15 & 16! I went up a couple nights, mainly because I wanted to pray and be there for our young ladies! Man, did God move or what! I went every night, but wednesday and Im so glad I did! Not only is it awesome to see these girls worshiping and praising God, but I got anointed from the sermons as well! Monday Night - You do not have to fight this battle alone Tuesday Night - Be A servant! Thursday night- Take this home-for real When your fasting for your youth, and you see things come to past, your faith sky rockets! These young ladies, and the one guy who went, were impacted this week like they haven't been in a long while and Im so excited for them! God has some awesome things, no not awesome, EPIC Miracles coming! I'm going to college camp this up coming week and I cant wait to be blessed...

I fasted last Wednesday, just one day and oh the difficulty! I don't understand why its so hard for me, but every time I get ultra sick:( I get a terrible migraine and by the end of the day i feel like I'm going to puke, what I don't know since i didn't eat! And on top of that O feel like its pointless because at the end of the day i stuff my face! So why do I do this, and is it really working! Well I'm ganna do it again this week and for 3 days, but I'm ganna try to do it more like a Daniel's fast! Your probably wondering why, why put myself through that again! Well call me crazy, but I think its working! One day of fasting and I already see things changing! I was fasting and praying for two things in particular, One-My youth group and Two- My dad to be healed! Today in church God's spirit came and anointed the place, The service was on fire! Best part, there were kids, youth, my friends down there praying in the spirit who usually never are!!!!...

My trip to Illinois is over:( But it was worth every penny! A lot of great things happened just within the two week i was there, but my favorite and most likely to last was how my relationship with God grew! Bro. George Szabolcsi, My Gramma's pastor, and I had an awesome conversation the Sunday before I left; I told you about it in the previous Blog, but I just can't get over how everything he said and did for me is going to impact my life. It's exactly what i need! He sent me home with 2 books, "Fasting" by Jentezen Franklin and "Fresh Wind, Fresh Fire" by Jim Cymbala! My Great Gramma also sent me home with 2 books, "Pathway to Purpose" by Deborah Joyner Johnson and "Dare to Dream" by Sandra Mcleod Humphrey! I'm reading "Fasting" right now and I'm addicted! I never thought it was for me because I would get sick when I wouldn't, but I think its all in my head and I feel like I need to do this! Matthew 6 talks abo...